pamimilosopiya at iba pa.

kasalukuyan akong gumagawa ng papel sa pilosopiya, hindi ko ito matapos at magawa ng tama sapagkat napakaraming ideya ang dumadaloy sa isipan ko na tila ba kailangan kong hulihin sa tamang panahon at maikabit sa talatang aking ginagawa sa tamang ayos at pagkakasunod sunod. Nakalilito. Bagaman napakarami nga ng ideyang nasa isip ko ngayon, tila ba ako'y nagaalinlangan kung tama nga ba ang mga ito? Pilosopiya. Descartes: to doubt everything. Kaya naman kailangan kong konsultahin ang mga basahin kung tama nga ba ang naiisip ko. Apat na pahina lamang ang kinakailangan naming isumite, akala ko'y sapat na ito. Ngunit parang hindi na parang oo. Ewan!

Sa ngayo'y iiwan ko na muna an gpamimilosopiyang ito upang ilipat ang talakayan sa napipintong paghaharap ng UST at ADMU bukas. Manonood kami ng laro bukas! yey! Salamat sa aking kaibigan, na siyang nagbigay ng dalawang ticket para sa akin at sa aking nobyo. Hay. Kung wala iiyak na ako. Gusto ko kasi talagang manood. Sobrng bonus kung andun si alvin. kaya't kung kinulang ang tickets, tiyak na magaalinlangan ako kung tutuloy ba akong manood o hindi.

Sa nakaraang laban: :"Eagles pinabagsak ng FEU tamarawa!" hahaha. keri lang. i don't want to stoop down to their level. Hahahaha. Lupet. Magaling na koponan nga ang FEU. ngunit naniniwala ako na ang pagkatalo ng aming mga manlalaro ay hindi dahil sa kagalingan ng kabilang kampo o maging ng kanilang depensa. Bagkus, sa aking palagay ang pagkatalo ay dahil sa hindi magandang laro na ipinamalas ng aming mga manlalaro. Sana na lamang, bukas pumanig sa amin ang panalo. Syempre manonood ako noh!

15 minutes

Quarter to three in the morning,

While the streets are dark and empty,

I lay awake with a pen and paper beside me.

I go down through memory lane.

I see the two of us laughing ang joking.

The feeling was refreshing, so young.

It's as if time has gone so fast.

I don't know why we are falling apart.

How I wish we could just go back time.

I listen to your breathing while you sleep.

It is as calm as the night.

I wonder what you might be dreming of.

Do you miss the days,

When we would walk home together?

Side by side, holding hands?

Do you long for the times,

When we woul talk over the phone for hours?

Our laughters fill the air.

Do you ache for the moments,

When we would kiss and embrace

And feel the love we have for each other?

If we could only go back in time.

If we could only stay there forever.

Just the too of us.

It's four o'clock in the morning.

The city is waking and moving.

While I cry myself to sleep.

wala akong gana.

Today was like any other day. Like any other Philo class. Like any other Public Management class. The weather however was cool. The sun didn't show up the whole day. We had a 2 hour break before the Guidance Testing. My friends ate and had their usual loud conversation about things. My friend talked to us about the UAAp tickets. This woud normally excite me because I really love the thrill and excitement of watching our team place live at Araneta. What made it more fun is the company of my friends. I imagine them cheering their lungs out. Rb cheering for Chris Tiu and saying ang sarap sarap mo. kidding. But, I didn;t feel the usual excitement and enthusiasm i use to have whenever we plan on watching the UAAP. I mustered a smile but it felt so fake to me. I pretended to be interested. But the truth is that my mind is preoccupied with nothing. I ate my siomai. It was really delicious and so I bought another one. The weather was cool but I still drank a mango shake. I was seated at the far end of the table. I can barely hear their conversation because of the noise in the cafeteria. I overheard them chatting about their ates in medschool. I had nothing to do. I feel weak and lazy. I decided to put my head down and take a nap but I wasn't sleepy. And so I decided to just do my assignment in eco. When it was time for us to go, luckily im done with my assignment, we packed our stuff and crossed to the other building. On our way my friends commented that I was too quiet. I never knew they would notice it. I was having a hard time acting normal that day. They guess that Alvin and I had a quarrel to which I replied no with a smile. And joked hindi, kasi hindi kami naguusap. I guess I am realy getting tired of all the arguments, misunderstandings, pains, and tears. Maybe this time I should really let go. I dont really know. I haven't felt like this before. I think. Tomorrow I will do a report for my IR class, as of tonight I haven't finished reading the article nor have i thought about anything regarding my report. I just feel weak. tired. sad. quiet.

first post evah!

Alright.
A lot of people are into this blogging thing. Might as well join the club. I dont really know, I just randomly decided to create one. So I tried. I don't really know how to create a blog, good thing it was easy and user friendly.
Random thoughts. Because this blog is so random that I dont really know what to write ( I apologise for this messy entry)
Now that I'm officially blogging, (hooray!!) I might as well share to you the thoughts or feelings I'm having for some time now. IM BORED! It's not just a spur-of-the-moment-boredom. I am really bored. I feel like there is nothing exciting going on in my life right now. It feels very monotonous, dull. Life before was so exciting for me. Lately, I feel like life has been reduced to some sort of routine. I wake up, watch tv, go to school (which btx is a 1hr travel, made worst by bayani fernando's elevated uturn slot!), study, go home, read, watch tv, surf the net, talk over the fone, sleep. I think I can get some good vacation after this semester or graduation at least. A vacation away from this routine. I hope my parents would allow me to go out of town with some friends. I really need a break not to unwind but to spice up my life. I was thinking something more exciting. Not just beach bumming, etc. I know my friends would disagree with my idea of vacation, but I was thinking lately.. I want to go hiking! or try water rafting. Talk about adventure. This is hardcore-adventure for a home buddy like me. I just hope some friends would be willing to tag along with me with my adventure tripping. I know some of them will. (ahem!)
alright, so much for an entry. I'll try to be more organized next time. Back to studying. Better be ready for my polsci classes, histo and my favorite ECO. (sarcasm)